the evening with sinking sun beckoned me.
my shiny blue bicycle led me to a tiny paradise affectionately known as
"the little bahamas."
it was unexpectedly appropriate.

shallow water, still as it can only be with no wind, no boats,
slopes quickly downward across the gritty sand, rocks and shells
(a clump of blue mussels clinging to something so thickly it became invisible)
where it tints silver-blue and in its rare clarity, with the welcoming spread of sand underneath it,
it seduces me to explore its depth up to my thighs.

in wintertime i feel the same,
only i do not indulge.
in summertime i cannot fight it, cannot break away and so as i move to retreat,
i turn back to admire it, desire it. it implores, and i wade back in.

abundance
(22 november)

what an amazing day.
the sun is warm happiness radiating
at the market voices buzz and twitter
I talk at length with four people
and indulge my vices
apples crisper than ever imagined greet me immediately and yes, kind sir, I will see you again soon.
the hall is stuffed with scents and warm colours that suggest the turning of fall into Christmas. I cannot wait for the next two.
at the market I move in slow motion, with thoughtful decisions and careful handling of the earth's most sacred gifts for which I have a delectable passion.
suddenly the presence of honey, maple and bread intermingle with curiosity and my senses urge me without hesitation to ask for a plump loaf of sourdough which I shall with butter enjoy later.
hues of pumpkins, squash and apples overflow amongst varieties of mushrooms, potatoes and dried fruits, all the colours and textures singing the plenty that is the harvest here, even so late in the fall. this is abundance.
I leave with luscious beet greens slung across my back and deeply enjoy the sight from the corner of my eye.
it makes me feel somewhat of a peasant or... something special... a collector of sorts.
a perfect day for a walk.
to pass time I follow people to a cluster of studios in the most unlikely place for the Eastside Culture Crawl which I had not planned to attend. when I am wealthy I will buy other people's art and gourmet cheese. today my wealth is my experience.
happily timed my bus arrives and I cradle my earthly belongings.
a young man strums an acoustic guitar at the back of the bus, a surprising reminder of when I once did the same.
sunlight pours in across the city and the trees, between the branches, the dead leaves
it's a perfect day

november moon
(19 november)

it was dark inside, and outside the fog had rolled in, shrouding everything, and through which the neighbour's light glowed softly. and yet I could still see shimmering clearly a star — nay, a planet — in the black sky. the moon lit up the top of the fog's arm that stretched over the inlet, yet I could not see the moon. little time had passed since I saw its reflection, perfect and white on the still water. its face looking downward and half hidden, the moon played hide-and-seek behind the thickest part of the cypress, thick enough to block it from entering the house. but I knew it was there; on the sparkling dotted glass its shape blurred and crackled. tonight it was shy but it will soon light up the darkness like a second sun, come fullness.

A funny little coincidence, perhaps? A classmate from my social studies course on blogging posted about a particular talk at Northern Voice 2007. It's called "Why do we blog?" Presenters are Darren Barefoot and Alex Waterhouse-Hayward, two Vancouver bloggers and professionals. The funny thing about it is that I visit Darren's blog regularly, so a familiar name was a pleasant surprise. (I've had NetNewsWire closed more than open for the last month, however, to concentrate on my studies, so my activity everywhere has been more sparse lately.) Darren will talk, among other topics, about his research survey results. Please take his survey about blogging. You could win a prize! More information about the event(s) at the Northern Voice website. It's missing a link to Darren's blog.

UBC
Saturday, February 24th
3:00 - 4:00 pm
Room 2

I'm organizing the neglected parts of my office since I moved in here. In a stack of papers I found a sheet I must have ripped out of my "Poetry" binder from the early days. This looks like it was written around grade 8. I don't usually share this stuff but I found it striking that I would feel this way when I was 13, 14 years old. (I think the teasing stopped after that until grade 12, at which point it was friends of friends. Great.) By the way, for those of you reading this that aren't local, we do high school grade 8 - 12, no middle school. That was probably a good thing for me.

Betrayal's all I'm ever getting these days
Poor hopes, lies, friends not really friends at all.

Destroying their little company
Rumours of all sorts spreading rapidly
Spreading their diseases and drug-addicted drugged hope
Long gone in their pathetic world

all i could do
was feel

feel like i needed to honour him

somehow i knew he was listening
watching
knowing that he would not be forgotten

while mourning i told someone who did not know him
who he was to us, who he was to his family,
who he loved (his wife and sons, the center of his universe)
what he loved (oh he loved his cars so much!)
and how his strong will to live helped others fight
the same battle

he won
though it claimed him in the end,
he won

for us all.

goodbye, old friend. we'll see you soon.

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after his memorial and on the way home, i found a penny on the floor of the bus. that morning a friend had dropped one and didn't pick it up, so i thought, alright, i'll pick this one up; it looks old, too. i turned it over and discovered it was a rare find indeed, then stopped short. it said 1940, his birth year. i think it was a parting gift from him. so thank you, old friend, for making that moment special. i'll treasure that little item forever.

i miss you.

I wasn't surprised to see the name Steve Martin on the spine of a colourful book in the library. (I was, however, surprised to find myself in a library.) I heard about his film Shopgirl based on his book, so I knew he was a novelist. What I didn't know was he has more than one!

The story is narrated by a man in his early 30s, Daniel Pecan Cambridge, who has a number of odd quirks. He's essentially crazy, but not clinically insane. He makes certain rules and limitations for himself, and has an undeniable fear of "8 inch high curbs." (Eight inches!?) Apparently Santa Monica, where the novel is based, does not have many accessible curbs. Daniel gets around the long way by using scooped-out driveways. For some reason he has no fear of stairs! Anyway, he enjoys visiting Rite Aid, making magic squares in his head, and writing essays -- or at least he realised he was good at it when he won an essay contest... twice.

Some of his quirks remind me of things I did as a child: "don't let the grown-ups see you!" or not allowing myself to have either foot on the floor when a car went by, while waiting for someone. Or eventually being oddly decided to not take a book out of the high school library for a full year.

Try spending a few days without saying any word that contains the letter e. He may be crazy, but he's a genius.

Next up: Citizen Girl and Le coeur est un muscle involontaire
Previous favourites include: L'Amour Mallarmé (Guy Moreau), Kitchen (Banana Yoshimoto), and A Far-Off Place by Laurens van der Post. (You may remember the movie of it starring Reese Witherspoon, but the original story's hero is a young man.)

I found interesting but older article about a writer's fest where the little magnets were invovled, San Francisco's Litquake Festival. (This year's is in October for those of you in or near SF, which I am definitely not.)

Anyway I got thinking... what about starting a blog or website (maybe a Flickr thing would be more appropriate) specifically for the public to post their magnetic poems? I think images are the best way because it translates the thinking and the physicality of the poetry. Not everyone has a digital camera though, or a webcam, so making text-only available is smart as well. Is anyone interested in helping me with this? What do you think is the best format?

Alternative to comments would be to email me.